NaNo update

Well, I've had my ups and downs with my writing. I'm still sticking with the story I started so that is good but I'm just not motivated. The story is so blah. It is just crap. I mean more so then if I was just being harsh on myself. The writing is just flat and boring. I don't know what I am doing wrong but instead of dwelling on it I am forcing myself to go forward. I can always edit later.

I'm at almost 16k words now. I was almost caught up a few days ago but then life got in the way again. My husband has been taking over the computer. I leave to take the kids to school and when I get back he is on the computer and refuses to get off until the afternoon. I have the most energy in the morning, right after I get up and want to write but can't. So I end up staying up all night instead and then I'm exhausted in the morning. Ugh.

He said I could write tomorrow (today, actually since it is almost 2am) then he mentioned he had a doctor's appointment in the morning. No wonder I get to write--he won't be here. ::big eye roll::

I still love my story line even if the writing is crappy.